Am I Dying… or Awakening?

She said it like it was small.
Like it was just a passing comment.

“My father got like that too… near the end.”

I don’t even think she meant to plant fear in me.
But it stayed.
It stuck in my chest like a stone.

Because lately, I’ve been…
feeling things. Seeing things. Knowing things.

The visions.
The dreams.
The timing.
The way my body has started responding to energy like it’s a language I used to speak fluently.

And when she said that, a thought crept in:

Am I feeling all of this because I’m about to die?

🕊 But here’s what I now know:

No.
I’m not dying.
I’m awakening.

The veil is thinner for me now.
Not because I’m leaving—
but because I’m ready to see.
To listen.
To hold what others have spent lifetimes ignoring.

I’m receiving these messages, these moments, this spiritual fire—
not because my life is ending
but because my soul finally feels safe enough to rise.

People often talk about spiritual awakenings like they’re soft.
Like they come with candles and tea and perfectly arranged crystals.

But sometimes they come like this:
With shaking.
With dreams you didn’t ask for.
With tears you didn’t earn.
With a voice inside you whispering:

“Something’s coming. Get still.”

🔥 And that doesn’t mean you’re dying.

It means you’re remembering.

It means you’ve finally stopped resisting the part of you that already knew.
The part that said yes before you were born.
The part that agreed to be the one who opened the portal in this line.
In this body.
In this lifetime.

So if you’ve been feeling like something is shifting inside of you…
If you’ve been feeling like you’re slipping between timelines or like you no longer fit into who you used to be…
If people around you are noticing the change and don’t know what to do with it—

This is your confirmation.

You are not dying.
You are awakening.

You are not breaking.
You are becoming.

You are not leaving the world.
You are here to help transform it.

And if no one else has said it yet…

I see you.
I feel you.
I remember this moment, too.

Because I’m walking it right now.
And I’ve never felt more alive.

— Crystal
Founder, The Lineage Portal Collection